tearingupthelittleteddies

2009-12-09T03:44:00.001-08:00

hello :D

bye :D

2009-11-21T01:50:00.000-08:00

i hvnt been posting much i know. its just that ive been busy with making choices and giving up stuff. theres so much to think about and yet im not even done with half of my life. all right moving on from my life, my mum promised me the newest iphone for my xmas present :D dun get jealous please. i hvnt been getting any nice xmas present for a longgggg time. i deserve it k!? anw. ive been thinking about the size of my feet. its too big to fit in ANY nice pair of shoes. i look arnd and everyone's a size 4/5. and im a 7?! FML. hey maybe i shld submit that for fml. LOL. shall recap a few of the major things that happened :D

1. it was chinese Os and i wrote like THE most pages ive written in the whole of my four yrs in ny. i did qn1 and qn3 AGAIN. despite being told that i shouldnt. but i was having a brain freeze so lets just forget abt it.

2. we headed for the chalet. which was like the BEST chalet ive been to!?! amanda<3>

3. was given a treat by porky because of a stupid bet. ziai too :DD hahhaah. anw. we walked arnd ECP for like 4 hrs straight or smth. it was darkkkkkk when we finally decided where to eat. the food was okay-ish. mine was kind of dry but after adding the sauce from porky's spaghetti it was delish<3>

4. my mum's friend came bck from italy :D had dinner with her. epic i tell u. i was smsing meltard to come visit me when im in cityhall. but somehow we missed each other. anw. went drinking after that. NVR mix ur alcohols. the coolest abt my mum's friend was that she got robbed. -.-

and i think between one of these few things i went out with kitkat :D hahahaha stupid retard ditched me for her bf. -.- its ok. i think i'll get use to getting ditch when everyone starts getting bf. and erm. i want the pair of choos from hm!! the clutches look okayy too. i shall prepare for my return to us. HAHAHHA. and and and. im booked nxt friday k? :DD hohoho...

errr. oya. i wanted to do this post because i just HADDDDD to recommend GOOGLE CHROME. i know this came out like a few centuries ago BUT. i didnt really had the full chance of exploring the difference between chrome and IE. i shall just list out a few good points based on my experience:

1. it NEVER crash. its like even if one the tabs you open causes it to erm. die. it will have this popup that ask you whether you wanna KILL the page. yes. exact words of the popup. hahah

2. you know when you open a link in a new tab? it takes like FOREVER in IE but for chrome, u just press CTRL and click. and ta-dahhh its appears. max 1 sec. :D

3. kind of like a continuation from the previous point, but you know sometimes you jump from one tab to another? chrome does it surprisingly fast too!! MUCH better than IE.

4. in IE. theres like the search bar, the address bar and etc takes up abt 1/4 of the page? in chrome it takes up abt less than 1/8 :D its soooo much better without seeing the icons :D

5. errr. you knw sometimes u click on stuff and wants to open it in a new tab NOT a new window and u get pissed off because you have to close it and open it again? in chrome you dont have to do it all! you just drag the new window to the tabs part and ta-dahhh. ur window becomes a tab :D and vice versa. :DD

6. in IE you have to bookmark EVERYTHING and open the links one by one everyday..but for chrome, it remembers like the pages that you visit often and when you open up a new tab, there will be erm. 8 thumbnails featuring ur fav websites :DD

7. one last feature that i like about chrome...its bookmark manager is SOOOOO much better than IE's. in IE you have to delete or move bookmarks one by one. but for chrome you can just do it in one click :D and importing/exporting bookmarks is much easier too :D

ok fine im done with this longggg post that i doubt anyone reads :D

btw. go watch gossip girl :D its freakinggggg funnaye :D

2009-11-16T22:44:00.000-08:00

like much?

2009-11-07T23:52:00.000-08:00

anyone interested in knowing that my new found love is 方大同? :D
hahahahah. it'll be over soon..
but shiiiit. i need to revise chinese. though ive no idea what to revise on - - im looking forward to the chalet since thats probably the last time i'll be seeing 407 for this yr. i'll miss you guys ^^
anw. chalet. do you think we can sneak in the alcohol? and the qiao session :D and qiao will be there to play qiao with us :DD LALALA.
so yes. i shall go read newspaper just in case i die for zuo wen - - see you people :D

2009-11-06T18:35:00.000-08:00

问一问自己
你是否真的把我当朋友
朋友的定义很多
但我的很简单
见到他我不会想我怎么从他身上得到好处
见不到他我会担心他是否出了事
见到他我只想把心底的话说出来因为我知道他会明白而不是敷衍的哼一声
见不到他就算再委屈我知道他会永远支持我
朋友不是说说
朋友不是那个任你摆布的木偶
朋友之间是没有秘密的
它不是你需要一个挡箭牌而找的傻瓜
它更不是你想要就要不想要就撇开的东西
我现在唯一跟你保持联系的原因你应该最清楚
别让其他人把你看清
我祈求你起码曾经是
值得我珍惜的朋友

2009-11-01T07:24:00.000-08:00

i hvnt been updating. not my fault- theres nth much to blog abt. and i was tired - -

news update would be that i went bck to sch.
it was ok..nth interesting happened. the class didnt change. everything was normal. i fitted right back in ^^ thx to all the ppl that i thought would probably ignore me for ditching sch. haha. xD i went bck for chinese O's. since thats probably the only cert i will be able to get for the four long yrs in sch.

thurs was funnnnnnnn in a broke-y way. went to town. headed for zara to check out the tights retard liked. zara bores me now. and i miss the bj zara. 3 storey of clothes <3 haha anw topshop at ion sucked. correction: ion sucked. totally nth pls - - and then we were hungry and headed to taka. then hopped arnd but due the big hole in our wallets we didnt buy anything.lololol. topshop at wisma was nice. we saw nice shoes :DDD and i kept on holding on to this pair just so that no one can buy it - - hahah i knw im mean ^^ after we did everything we could in orchard. we bought macaroons and went bck home. the end. (boring right?!!)

fri was meet the body parts day. the babies in the exhibition quite ke lian. so sad :(( it was 2 hrs in this exhibition and we came to this conclusion that bio textbook is not drawn to scale. so dont believe everything it says! apparently laoshi walked in the rain and fell sick. and now im dead because of the spastic compo i wrote. i cant believe i was the only one who wrote the bloody ji xu wen. help?! sad lah. i bet laoshi sure suan me. i dun like being suan-ed. siann. ok i realise i talk in this damn ah lian way when im tired.

ps. i just rmb-ed this interesting fact abt thurs. we were walking arnd zombie liked coz we were tired for some reason. and then ppl kept staring so i was like "they probably think that we are high on drugs" retard had the same thought ^^ i love our psychic-ness :DD

...shld i get a job?

2009-10-21T01:06:00.000-07:00

why is it that when 张芸京 finally decides to come to singapore, im over her. - -
oh god. did i ever say that i love ombre dyed hair ^^ talking to retard today reminded me of the picture altogether again :D
apparently me its not only me who thinks that mark getting GBA is ridiculous :D the whole of taiwan is discussing it ^^ PTT i've got to say you guys rock :D
blah blah blah. im crushing on 修杰楷 for some stupid reason..go watch 叮当's 我爱他MV. its freaking nice and i heart him <3

im done with today's post. its short and nice :D and and and. congrats to all sec4s man. end of exams. time for parties :D

金钟奖YOU真是太黑太黑太黑

2009-10-16T11:14:00.000-07:00

我气得不是仔仔没有得奖，我也替赵又廷开心只是说实话，我真的没有想过mark会赢。
以新人来说，他演技算是强的了。
不是那种偶像硬插一脚来玩的，而是看得出他有认真，他有努力，当然，一定也有天分。如果有最佳新人奖，他不得我剁了评审。但是最佳男主角这个头衔他还撑不住。
五个入围的，我三个都看过。另外两个资深前辈，可能不知道名字，但绝对看着眼熟。
说难听点，这五个人里面谁得奖我都心服口服。除了mark.
其实，mark得奖我也就算了。只是这孩子也太tmd不会说话了- -
他的得奖感言要多假就有多假- -
实在无力承受他精湛的演技- - 大男人的哭什么，如果他大言不惭的说他当之无愧我还可能心里会舒服点。

总结：颁奖典礼上致词说谢谢就好，没人在乎YOU的感受- -

2009-10-13T22:46:00.000-07:00

finished gossip girl season 3 ep5. and yes loser. there is a new fucking season. im sure you are having fun on season1. wadev.

moving on. here's my new fav quote. "I know women, and none of us are that nice."

and i just read qiaohui's tag... cant believe someone's still tagging during eoys period. haha. jiayou jiayou :DD i shall continue to blog random stuff :D

2009-10-13T08:28:00.000-07:00

paris fashion week is THE most amazing shit on earth. fine im kidding. im the most amazing shit. LOL. hahaa. andandand the freaking amazing thing about marc jacobs is that he nvr fails to amuse me. ribbons ribbons fuzzy hair and clogs. cute and fun :D paris je t'aime!<---- supposedly a nice movie. (random i knw) anw too many shows to talk abt. nxt time?

i really do have nothing much to blog about. waiting for my plants to harvest. ^^ and go watch tingshan's video on fb. its about a trick lottery ticket that you give your friends for fun and watch them go all excited for nothing. well. lets just say the person in the video got OVER-excited.

and abt the lyrics? they are really nice songs!! go listen listen listen! ^^

2009-10-11T00:22:00.000-07:00

我爱他- 叮噹

他的轻狂留在

某一节车厢

地下铁里的风

比回忆还重

整座城市一直等着我

有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾

是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪

都停不下来

若那一刻重来

我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

我爱他

轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦

狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏

都不肯醒来

我爱他

跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心

深深伤过却不会忘

我和他

不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂

最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾

又怎么样呢

伤了痛了懂了

就能好了吗

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀

如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他

轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦

狠狠碎过却不会忘

逃不开

爱越深越互相伤害

越深的依赖

越多的空白

该怎么去爱

我爱他

轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦

狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏

都不肯醒来

我爱他

跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心

深深伤过却不会忘

我和他

不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂

最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾

是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪

都停不下来

若那一刻重来

我不哭

让他知道我可以

很好

2009-10-09T00:40:00.000-07:00

it suddenly struck me that i dont miss anything from school at all.

2009-10-04T20:33:00.000-07:00

lets just say we spend $500 on clothes.

an wannabe will go:
OMGAWWWWWWWWD. spend so much money for wad?!

we really dun have an answer for that. coz we can and its necessary.i mean i knw u dun understand but $500 is abt 4 pieces of clothings? not everything in topshop is nice. esp anything under $30. oops. you mean your WHOLE pile of unworn clothes is worth $30?

well isnt that sad? the only reason will be:
1. you bought it from. erm idk. TF? i wanna puke. someone help.
2. what you claim as a whole pile is. erm. 2 pieces.
3. you think $30 is like fucking alot alr and goes arnd telling everyone ur clothes damn ex. = =

i cry for the poor $30. although its probably not enough to buy anything but still. its wasted on idk what.

i feel so kind. im actually teaching you that you're wasting money. awww (:

ps. smses and msn convos. which one serves better as evidence? wanna choose?

2009-10-04T20:24:00.000-07:00

u complain abt this and that. but didnt u ever realise u are doing it to everyone else too?

anw. went out for awhile. i conclude that cats are cuter than dogs. ^^ at least im nvr going to think that the cat's gonna bite me..shld i work at the pets shop? ok. im sure i have smth nicer to blog abt but i cant rmb. im being pms-y for a gd reason. i really dun like being used. you take it for granted and i stay up the whole night? sounds wrong to me.

ep 32 was fun fun fun :D and irritating coz i hate diao chan and her act cute eyes = = she doesnt even know how to act lah. ok see. im really pmsy.

byeeeeeeee :D

2009-10-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

i just watched a horror movie in my dream.

2009-10-02T03:18:00.000-07:00

許哲珮 - 氣球

黑的白的红的黄的

紫的绿的蓝的灰的

你的我的他的她的

大的小的圆的扁的

好的坏的美的丑的

新的旧的各种款式各种花色任你选择

黑的白的红的黄的

紫的绿的蓝的灰的

你的我的他的她的

大的小的圆的扁的

好的坏的美的丑的

新的旧的各种款式各种花色任我选择

飞的高高越远越好

剪断了线它就死掉

寿命短短高兴就好

喜欢就好没大不了

越变越小越来越小

快要死掉也很骄傲

你不想说就别再说

我不想听不想再听

就把一切誓言当作汽球一般随它而去

我不在意不会在意放它而去随它而去

气球

飘进云里

飘进风里

结束生命

气球

飘进爱里

飘进心里

慢慢死去

2009-10-02T00:48:00.000-07:00

im excited for ko 3anguo today :D shld i watch the live broadcast or watch on youtube instead? but if my internet crashes on me again. i'll die = = and and and. i killed this spider look alike thing which i think is a spider but kind of big for a spider sort of spider (if you get wad i mean). and no. i didnt kill it with my bare hands or erm. crush it with newspaper. its just to big to die and i always have to feeling that if i crush it with newspaper it will tear through the newspaper and kill me = = ok i knw im mad. but i just cant help it lahh. - - so...i took out this fucking nice to use electric mosquito swatter :DD

it climbed onto my tveeee for some reason = = and i kind of pia-ed my swatter on it and on the switch :DDD and the best part was the cracking sound :DD hohoho ^^ i held the swatter there for five whole minutes and smoke was coming out and stuff..but then my hand cramp so i screamed for my mum - - LOL. the clearing up was done by her. she threw out the spider like spider thing.. according to her..it wasnt dead yet O.o like omg. 5mins of electri-FRYing the bloody thing and still not dead.

ok. kind of too detailed but thats what you get when i have a boring life.

ps. im eating icecream mooncakes ^^

2009-09-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

i knw how ex the phone bill can get frm US to SIN. so thank you soooooooooooo much ^^

ps. i still think forums sucks - - blogs better lahh ^^

2009-09-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

who ever said that math isnt fun? xD

因为,

猪＝吃饭＋睡觉,

我＝吃饭＋睡觉＋学习;

所以,

我＝猪＋学习

2009-09-29T01:46:00.000-07:00

confession #2

two years ago,
a senior said this: we dont need you to like clean up and stuff, we have cleaners for that.

two months ago,
a teacher said this: 你可以来帮忙,反正只有一个月了,我还可以让你PASS.

my life's full of jokes.

2009-09-28T21:38:00.000-07:00

Today, I was talking and joking with my boyfriend. He said "Hey wanna hear
a joke?" I said "Yes." He said, "Our relationship." and walked away. He
seriously dumped me through a one-liner. FML

omg. i knw this is mean. but i cant help it. freaking funny. xD

2009-09-28T20:01:00.001-07:00

did i ever mention when you lie you go really quiet?

2009-09-28T08:48:00.000-07:00

its freaking annoying.

2009-09-28T05:15:00.000-07:00

confession #1

"I thought YFC was for students who are doing well in their studies? not for people like you. Other students that are doing so much better than you cant cope in YFC. what makes you think you can?"

errr. technically. i nvr said i was - - i just said for my NYAA i helped out in a YFC group - -

2009-09-27T02:40:00.000-07:00

well.
being the bored mantou i am, i went to google to ask whats up with google's logo today. and apparently...

today's GOOGLE's 11th BIRTHDAY ^^

happy birthday google! ^^ u're my favourite search engine because u load faster than yahoo and baidu and u look freaking white without any ads <333

ps.if you're the CEO of google or smth, i love you. gimme ur money ^^

2009-09-26T23:11:00.001-07:00

did anyone notice the weird googlle today?

2009-09-25T02:14:00.000-07:00

我不想知道她是谁-蔡诗芸

你眼神一直在后退
这样的逃避累不累
为何我们不干脆面对

答案我已经无所谓
不想听你解释那些

难道你不懂爱不能分配

我信任一个人我才刚学会
你却轻松的将它撕裂

你的沉默有一点狼狈
而我也不想知道她是谁
背叛跟诺言正在残忍的瓦解
我的世界

你的眼泪太恶劣
我无法安慰你那些后悔
反正我连自己心在流血
都没有感觉

默认像无奈的语言
穿梭在空荡的房间
捂住朵也无法拒绝

你的脸离我好遥远
说什么已经听不见

昨天的拥抱好像好久以前
我爱上一个人我才刚学会
你却轻松的让它毁灭

你的沉默有一点狼狈
而我也不想知道她是谁
背叛跟诺言正在残忍的瓦解
我的世界

你的眼泪太恶劣
我无法安慰你那些后悔
反正我连自己心在流血
都没有感觉

沉默有一点狼狈
而我也不想知道她是谁
背叛跟诺言正在残忍的瓦解
我的世界

你的眼泪太恶劣
我无法安慰你那些后悔
反正我连自己心在流血
都没有感觉

都没有感觉
我没有我不敢我不想感觉

2009-09-25T02:05:00.000-07:00

等待-陈奕

我守候在你家的门外
整个晚上都不离开
回想你靠在我的胸怀
我要将感觉留到every night
走在吵闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存在
望着遥远灰色的星海
一个人
孤独的发呆

我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹
让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓

我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
不怕累
只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔

2009-09-22T01:57:00.000-07:00

i lubb 曾沛慈^^ from 星光二班:DD

her 傻瓜is like freaking nice ^^

and her character in 终极三国is like <333333333

so damn pei with 修 ^^

ok im mad. i wanted to do a picture post but its like damn mah fan.

anw she sang 够爱 for the drama. im still trying to find a way to 辨认her voice = =

ps. she's the one at the bottom with 东城卫 ^^
lalalala ^^

2009-09-22T01:51:00.000-07:00

红豆- 王菲

還沒好好的感受
雪花綻放的氣候
我們一起顫抖
會更明白
甚麼是溫柔
還沒跟你牽著手
走過荒蕪的沙丘可能從此以後
學會珍惜
天長和地久
有時候
有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開
都有時候
沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我
有時候
寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我看細水長流
還沒為你把紅豆
熬成纏綿的傷口
然後一起分享
會更明白
相思的哀愁
還沒好好的感受
醒著親吻的溫柔
可能在我左右
你才追求
孤獨的自由
有時候
有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開
都有時候
沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我
有時候
寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我看細水長流

有時候

我會相信一切有盡頭

相聚離開

都有時候

沒有甚麼會永垂不朽

可是我

有時候

寧願選擇留戀不放手

等到風景都看透

也許你會陪我看細水長流

2009-09-22T01:38:00.000-07:00

伤痕- 林忆莲

夜已深

还有什麽人

让你这样

醒着数伤痕

为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯

你若不肯说

我就不问

只是你现在

不得不承认

爱情有时候是一种沈沦

让人失望的虽然是恋情本身

但是不要只是因为你是女人

若爱得深

会不能平衡

为情困

磨折了灵魂

该爱就爱

该恨的就恨

要为自己保留几分

女人独有的天真

和温柔的天分

要留给真爱你的人

不管未来多苦多难

有他陪你完成

虽然爱是种责任

给要给得完整

有时爱美在无法永恒

爱有多销魂

就有多伤人

你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分

夜已深

还有什麽人

让你这样醒着数伤痕

为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯

你若不肯说我就不问

若爱得深

会不能平衡

为情困磨折了灵魂

该爱就爱

该恨的就恨

要为自己保留几分

女人独有的天真

和温柔的天分

要留给真爱你的人

不管未来多苦多难

有他陪你完成

虽然爱是种责任

给要给得完整

有时爱美在无法永恒

爱有多销魂就有多伤人

你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分

夜已深

还有什麽人

让你这样醒着数伤痕

为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯

你若不肯说

我就不问

2009-09-17T22:21:00.000-07:00

omgomgomgomg.

my latest obsession is like KO3anGuo :D

i mean i know it aired like WAAAAAAAAAAAAY long ago. but omg. its like freaking funny!<3

2009-09-10T20:31:00.001-07:00

i am vry happy. recap:
i woke up today and was bored like usual.. then going onto the net. i had huge spams of the "all my friends" application which is freaking annoying.
THEN. i have to credit cold jiamin for like showing me the wonders of this application:

FORTUNE TELLER GENIUS.

this is a genius application i tell you. a genius. <3>

TOP 3:

SO FUCKING ACCURATE CAN?! THIS IS LIKE A GENIUS APPLICATION. <3>

for those who cant see the photos for wadeva reasons:

i will type it out :D

1. Mantou ask to Fortune Teller Genius:
Asked am i a bitch? and the answer is It
depends...but I don't think so
2. Mantou ask to Fortune Teller
Genius:
Asked i hate my teachers at school. will
they die horribly one day? and the answer is Of course!
3. Mantou ask to Fortune Teller
Genius:
Asked k.o 3anguo vry funny. got
watch? and the answer is Don't think about it! It's a
yes!

HEEHEEHEE. :D i bet you are freaking amused by this too :D go go go! go ask the great Fortune Teller Genius (: gimme taggies too if you tried it out! <3

2009-09-10T04:23:00.000-07:00

i am so fucking not amused.

ps. the post below is stupid. ignore it.

2009-09-09T03:58:00.000-07:00

是否你曾偷偷的哭-张芸京

是否你曾偷偷的哭
偷偷地在哭
宁愿自己苦
宁愿自己听
是否你曾偷偷的哭
偷偷地在哭
什么都不信
不要我告诉别人
电话也不听
让他响不停　
我不敢多问
也不敢走得太近
我想告诉你　
你汹涌的泪水
已经将我的心都捣碎　
我悄悄的走　
妳該哭個夠　
這是唯一可以放肆的時候
這是唯一可以放肆的時候

2009-09-07T19:35:00.001-07:00

taggie replies :DDDDDD ok not alot of tags i also dunno why i so high :DD

[xinni] LOL. you random person <3 but nvm when i tag on ur blog also vry random :DD

[mj] because i am. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH. *bounce bounce*

[qiao] hello :D 1. its ok de lah. after ur last tag i kind of locked my blog = = 2. me is very honoured to be on the list :D i shall go drink champagne to erm celebrate ^^

2009-09-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

傻瓜- 温岚

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜
也许单纯地多
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜
我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜
我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句
傻瓜

2009-09-06T23:32:00.000-07:00

"10009.) every time i have a crush on a boy, if i find out that they like me back, i get scared and don't like them any more.

credits to bs.

haha. im not laughing at you. i swear. haahaha.

2009-09-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

ok i fixed the blog. fine i didnt = = i just exported the blog. i created ANOTHER blog. i had to download another copy of the blogskin. had to fix the pictures. the urls. the EVERYTHING. i had to retype everything from the welcome note to the profile and stuff. i swear i shld NOT have put in any effort during the first few days. but its ok (: im happier with wad i have now :D i got the url i want :D
ok fine. mj's asking me for the url. shall be nice and finish this post.
-im finished :D-

2009-09-05T04:05:00.000-07:00

"sweetie, if your going to be two-faced;at least make one of them pretty.

2009-09-04T23:36:00.000-07:00

can anyone recommend me anything to do at all. :(
im bored :(

2009-09-04T19:05:00.000-07:00

i wonder...
how many ppl really didnt mug when they claim they didnt.

2009-09-04T04:07:00.000-07:00

im counting the minutes i can last before my head hits the pillow - - my pathetic case of jet lag has resulted in me sleeping at 4-6 pm and waking up at 3am in the morning. it sucks waking up at 3 when there's nothing to do/can do since i dun want to wake up anybody :( i just stare at the ceiling and when i finally fall asleep i ALWAYS have some nightmare :((

that reminds me. im kinda thankful for this "holiday" of mine coz it made me realise how stupid i was before by thinking that the "friends" i had were really my friends. i mean i really should have known right? look at all the stuff she says behind her "bff" back. of course she will bitch abt me. ok bck to my pt. if this is wad she does to her "bff" then of course she will bitch abt me :)

i really am sleepy :(

2009-09-04T03:32:00.000-07:00

lalalalalalalalala. im bored.
errr. btw. happy birthday to amanda chia and tingchih :D
i was looking forward to gossip girl season 3 premiere. looked through pictures of blair and chuck<3 on the set. i srsly hope wad blair was wearing in the photos is not going to be on screen O.o it was horrible horrible horrible. :/
and before that i caught GG2 on tee-wee :DD so fun :DD

oh btw. i think i read this on either vogue/seventeen/elle/cosmo/somewhere! that leighton went for GG's audition with a pair of mbmj red heels<33 awwww (: she said she couldnt afford mj heels at that time :( but its ok.. now she can :D

BOF <33 kim bum is like only 20 yrs old O.o no wonder (: anw im like on ep 11 or smth = = thats a huge improvement considering the fact that i left it hanging at arnd ep4 = = i couldnt stand how similar it is to the jap version :/ then i realised its kind of like koping abit from the jap AND the tw version. LOL. but at least they did try to change the plot abit <33 which means more ji hoo and yijung :DD yay :DD

ok dun bother reading this post. im bored.

2009-09-03T17:44:00.000-07:00

my life is pretty boring nowadays :/ its like. i dun get to do anything interesting anymore. the only thing that can get a smile on my face is like looking at vogue - -wads worse is the disgusting twisties that idk who bought = = it taste like. oil. pure oil. im trying my best to get the taste off my tastebuds but its like not working. ARGH.

oh btw. can ppl recommend me stuff to do? its getting so boring that i can be fascinated by my single strand of hair that dropped when i pulled gently for about more than 10 mins. thats saying alot since my attention span normally lasts around 5 mins = =

will be bck to update. soon. i just rmb-ed i have to harvest my plants :DD

2009-09-03T03:02:00.000-07:00

hellooooo new blog :D
im so freaking tired of my old self when the only thing that i do is emo emo emo and dun dare to say anything :/
thus. im proud to present the new mantou <33

but right now i want to chiong off to do xinni's quiz :DD
so yupp. cya :D